I give up. I don't want to use Onsugar anymore.

i miss my blogger.

I'M BACK ON BLOGGER BABYEHH!

www.blowmyheart-out.blogspot.com

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one by one. they all walked out the door. why?

i tried to understand but i can't, just can't. it's so hard.

sorry. i just can't let go. i realised it a long time ago but it 've been a part for me since forever.

all the laughters and fun we had. all the tears we shed.

i dont  know, i'm an emotional girl(kay, mcm paham.)

F it lah, why am i such a cry baby.

it's just cos i'm stuck in it emotionally.

:(

damn it, i feel like a bitch.

it's just so hard. all the people i love, gone(as in not dead, gone). thinking abt it alr make me teary.

kay, i'm such a loser.

CB lah, just accept the effing fact lah puki sial lah.

but i have no right to do anyth, i respect your decision.

it's your choice. i just hope you come back.

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kay it suddenly i feel so stupid.

I'M BORED.

taataa(:

Friday, we're cool
Monday, we're freaks
Sometimes we rule
Sometimes we can't even speak
But we kick it up and
Let loose and LOL...

....

I'm kind of like you
You're kind of like me
We write the same song
In a different key
It's got a rhythm
You and me
Can get along...

Cause we're one and the same
We're anything but ordinary
One and the same
We're so good, more than momentary

i miss both of you. what happened? what happened to us? where did you guys go?

you guys left just like that, just like that. leave overnight and we act like everything was fine.

no it's not. all the laughter and all the secrets we shared

the ups and downs we suffered(?) together.

i know this may sound cheezy,

i miss you very much :'(

love ya.

i am so effing angry. i just want to rot and die.

fcuk.

CB.

dah lah belajar mcm org bodoh, main lagu pon mcm sial. puki. babi.

aku nak mamops.

bye.

sial betol.

waiting for my school uni to dry. *yawns*

good thing got dryer, no need to hang the clothes on the bamboo poles thingy.

tmr got school and band(:

my nails are purple>.<

went to booster today. and there's a cockroach inside the library room thing.

geli siol. bulu roma aku semue naik2. CB.

hahs. looking forward to band camp(padahal lagi lamer.)

and can't wait for the booster thing to end. omg.

this is so effing boring.

-.-

i officially suck doing nail art. tsk.

it turned out like boomzxz.

hah. how disgusting is that. so much for my zebra stripes. turned out like zebra shit.

boo. i'm bored. i've been watching youtube videos for like 3 hours. watching tutorials after tutorials of nail art and makeup. loser much? oh but i highly recommened to you to go watch Blair's youtube channel(Juicysatr07).

her makeup tutorials and hauls are AWESOME.

okay, this is so lame.

oh i want to play dress-up games.

more updates later.

Aku Cintakan kamu(:

It fills the air when i fall in love with you,

All over again.

You're the light that face the sun.

........

i wasted 8 bucks today.

all because of that broken basket(for the technicals&files), baaaasket.

hmph.

need to find new racks for the blazers before i get killed.

i cant wait till the Booster thingy to end.

had to cut short for band camp :( and will miss A LOT of band prac.

only can come after 4pm, which is like a waste of time, but hey, at least i can go to camp (:

still got 2 weeks of extended thingy and boosterr.

-.-

not looking forward for the so-called holidays, merepek siol.

takpe, sabar je aku.

sedap, sedap(:

(:

haha.

I LOOOOOOOOOVE YOOOOOOOU (: